It's a beautiful Thursday i guessed? HAHA
Was working at White sands at 10am, i suddenly missed my mum when i saw a mother with her son playing arcade games.
Let me share with you how i felt when my mum left me and my brother.
When my dad and mum got divorced, it didn't really affect me much when i was at a agae of 15 so life goes on. When years goes by, i felt more pain every year when hearing nothing from my mother, she changed her number and couldn't allowed us to contact her. 2010- Mother's day, Me and my brother was asked to follow my grandmother to a place to celebrate mother's day but i was kind of reluctant. WHY MUST I GO?? i have no mother! But i went reluctantly, i was there sitting with my brother seeing my cousin's with their mothers happily celebrating. I couldn't explained how i felt but pain and sadness when i can't celebrate with my own mother! Whenever i thought of this i actually cried! I couldn't resist! i asked my aunt and grandmother( mother's side) they don't know where is her whereabout or i thought that they don't want to tell me!! But life will still go on for me! It hurts more when the person is still living somewhere else than the person is gone.....
Peace out. :)
