I only believed in myself, my own instint, trust in myself. It's all about me and my world, sounds selfish but the fact is, you don't help yourself first HOW are you going to help others? Think about it.
There is no true friends, no best friends, just friends. This sentence was mentioned by one of my friend in primary school, it has been stucked in my head for a really long time and come to think of it, IT'S QUITE TRUE! just mere friends, close or best doesn't matter. You don't see them everyday or whatsoever, bumped into them once in a while yes. That's why they are called friends, you don't stucked with them long you won't be living with each other. So deal with it!
I have thinking of writing this for a long time but well? FUCK IT. just write it then decide later. That's me.
In the current situation i am dealing with will make me single for a long time unless i change. I don't give a damn, let it be naturally then...