11/11/2010

I'M BACK!! :)

UT's started today and it well pretty well i guessed?
Days with you starts from the day i met you blah blah blah date. I can't remember it myself but to remember the moments i had with you. Appreciated, till i had this really weird feeling for you. I kind of think to myself, come on Wisely! You have it always la don't trick yourself again or get tricked by it. Can't help it, it's in me... I would really get myself in the situation like how my friend did if i had the chance.. REALLY I WOULD DO IT! it's just 3 words, sounds easy but it's harder than i thought. I couldn't have the chance to do it at all, well just my luck i guess? Limitation is up i guess.. Can't help it~ You have made me misunderstood things and i can't hold it back cause i take things quite serious. :)

WAHAHA! I can't wait to go KOREA! WOO LA LA!!! if i could bring my love of my life there with me~ :D

Thursday

It's a beautiful Thursday i guessed? HAHA
Was working at White sands at 10am, i suddenly missed my mum when i saw a mother with her son playing arcade games.
Let me share with you how i felt when my mum left me and my brother.
When my dad and mum got divorced, it didn't really affect me much when i was at a agae of 15 so life goes on. When years goes by, i felt more pain every year when hearing nothing from my mother, she changed her number and couldn't allowed us to contact her. 2010- Mother's day, Me and my brother was asked to follow my grandmother to a place to celebrate mother's day but i was kind of reluctant. WHY MUST I GO?? i have no mother! But i went reluctantly, i was there sitting with my brother seeing my cousin's with their mothers happily celebrating. I couldn't explained how i felt but pain and sadness when i can't celebrate with my own mother! Whenever i thought of this i actually cried! I couldn't resist! i asked my aunt and grandmother( mother's side) they don't know where is her whereabout or i thought that they don't want to tell me!! But life will still go on for me! It hurts more when the person is still living somewhere else than the person is gone.....
Peace out. :)

Tuesday

Had my day off at work today! So went to study with nana at Coffee beans at the airport!! hahaha Studied Cog! Was studying half way when we saw this guy beside us sleeping like as if he is on his bed!! I took a picture of him sleeping!! :P HAHAHHAHAHA It's damn funny when he sleeps!!! After that we head to popeye to have our lunch, after which we went to T2 to walk around and saw this place called the gallery aviation. Which shows all about Singapore airline what it is inside. There's this big touch screen which seems like a enormous size Ipad!! HAHA! Kinda fun actually! AFTER THAT HEAD HOME FOR DINNER! haha
I want my birkenstock, I PHONE 4!!! and many many more!! :)
Peace out people! Working tomrrow again!

Monday

Well, work as usual! nothing much happen but really boring!! I had to endure 8 hours of doing not much work but just walking around or standing,there goes my day! Head straight home after, had dinner.
The CHILL begins...
i was using my laptop on my bed and suddenly my eyes twitched, i thought it was normal so i just continued with what i'm doing. Then i saw SOMETHING, it catches my eyes. I was wondering, am i tired or my eyes are playing a trick on me? I saw something white outside my window, it seems like an ORB but it's somehow blur. I don't really care but just continue with what i'm doing.
I felt SO COLD SUDDENLY!! SO FREAKING COLD!!! i had no idea what is it!! MY EARS WENT eeeeeeeeee too!! what i heard from others is, the 'THING' produces a high frequency sound that you cannot hear, which they are trying to communicate with you. which is happening.... i'm so freaking out...
Peace out people. It has been a "WONDERFUL" NIGHT!

Saturday

HELLO EVERYONE!! HAHA!!
i'm back in blogging....
Went for bowling roll off today and it SUCK! i reached there like 930am!!?? WHEN I SUPPOSE TO REACH AT 1030AM!! i was thinking of something since morning and didn't even notice i went out of my house that early!!!!
Back to roll off!
i'm cursing and swearing whenever i missed or wasted a chance of getting a spare! VERY IRRITATING!!! but who cares? HAHA!! My lane was the first to finish! :) Cause i played super fast!!! :) everyone in my lane was like.. EH WISELY PLAY SLOWLY LEH! HAHA!! I wanted to finish fast and get it over despite seeing the first 2 games scores..
Headed down to tamp to meet Nana(my classmate :) ) HAHA then we went to parkway parade to get KOI bubble tea! NICE! the waiting time is worth it! :) one word for the bubble tea.. NICE! :) then walked to East Coast Park Macdonald's to meet the rest of my classmates for Cycling! :) We are supposed to meet at 4 but ended up letting the rest wait for us for an hour! :P haha!
Cycled for 2 hours from where we rented our bikes to the end of ecp. My butt was already hurting!! HAHA!! i endured till we return the bike! STILL PAINFUL NOW OK! HAHAHA
Went BK for dinner then to the beach side for some
'LEPAKING'(slacking), we sangs songs, we made up songs of the faci that we hated!! SUPER FUNNY AHH! AHHAA then headed back home @ 10 as i have work @ 10 in the morning!! :( TIRED TO THE MAX! time to sleep liao people!!
Thanks for reading! :) Peace out!

What is feeling man?
How can i express this feeling towards you?
It's just a few steps away from you and yet i can't face you.
The more i think of you the more i get crazy!
Just a Yes OR No! :) I want you to know how i feel about you! I don't really expect anything from you. I just want you to know.. :) If you are happy i'm happy.

Monday

It's been so long since i blogged. :)

Monday- Suck! one word! SUCK!
UT tomorrow!- EVEN SUCK!
Time to do some shopping! :D
:)
peace out people!

Thursday

WHY!!! EVERYTHING I THINK THAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN WITH SOME HAPPY ENDINGS OR HAPPY MOMENTS THAT I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR ENDS UP TO A MISERY!! WHY!!!!!!!!! WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS KIND OF TORMENT!! WHAT THE FUCK MAN!! EVERYTHING IS GOING CRAZY, WHAT THE FUCK IS FAMILY? MUM'S MISSING, DAD'S GOING CRAZY! EVERYTHING IS JUST BRINGING ME DOWN! FUCKING DOWN! CAN'T I ENJOY MY DAY PEACEFULLY!??? FOR FUCKING ONCE!!! CAN'T I HAVE A NORMAL LIFE LIKE MOST HAVE!!??? FUCK MY LIFE!!! FUCK IT!!

Saturday and Sunday

Saturday- Didn't went for work...:D Went to bowl instead! hahaaa well, i went to yishun safra with my brother and found out that lanes will be only available after 10PM!!! WTF!! went all the way there and no lanes.... NEVERMIND! i took my ball and went down to Ehub to bowl instead. NA BEI CH** BYE!!! Waiting list-20 person....Nice!!! I waited for an hour and a half for a lane!! How awsome is that?hahaha Played bowling, went home for dinner... rest, SLEEP!!

Sunday- WORK! from 12pm to 8pm. A friend came by and asked me want to watch IP man that show, im like OK.. The movie started at 7 35pm, i'm like still working!! I don't mind missing the first part uh, hahahah, so i asked my supervior can i go off about 15 mins earlier? I was hoping that he will say NO, but yes was his answer! hahahahaha so i rush to the theater, No one is there to attend to me to collect my ticket..!! so i just went in! hahah! i got a free movie ticket now that is over-date! HAHAA went home after.. Sleep.!

Ut...Peace out people! :)

Friday

Studied for UT after school.... How awsome is that HUH!! hahaha
Went for dinner with classmates then chao home!

Peace out!

Thursday

Speechless....

Wednesday

Boring!!Boring!!Boring!!Boring!!Boring!! Had programming today, after school me akif and another 2 of my classmates went to bowl at bukit whatever! Super far!! LOL they called it STAR-BOWL. Akif had to test out the lanes for tomorrow's league, so we played like 2-3 games. The place is very quiet, it seems like a ghost alley or something... It's 2 dollars per game only before 6pm, cheap man! hahaa! Well, today is really a boring day, so nothing much happen, BORING WEDNESDAY! No training tomorrow! SIAN!!

Peace out people!! :)

Tuesday

Science today! Was kind of fun! At the end of my ppt, i told my faci this...Faci! I think i didn't explain much more to the ppt and didn't really answered what you asked, so do i have another chance to prove it? He said yes! Summarised the whole thing of what your team and you have came up with! i said OK on impluse! hahaha I REALLY WANT TO GET AN A!!! so i told my faci, can i just explain to you just at my table? He said, you want to get a B or C? I was like..err A? Alright! Wisely is going to present again about what have he have came up with today ALONE! i was like WTF? No choice ahh! Have to get an A! really really that badly!! hahaha! Oh well!, i think it went well! Hopefully i will get an A! (:

School ended after! Went to meet Kelly at TRCC for lunch/dinner with akif, after that, went to meet the rest of the bowlers at North FoodCourt(Koufu) before leaving for Yishun safra, surprisingly! We took a van there!! hahaha thinking that it might be a bus! After training, went home did RJ! the usual! DONE!

Peace out people! (:

Monday

Had enterprise today. Not bad i say! Fun though about managing your financed.
Home after, got somethings at home. Didn't manage to turn up for pt. Guess i'm going to get a warning letter soon or what?

Living with fear, hatred, depression...
Get use to it buddy!

Peace out people! (:

Sunday

As usual, i went for work... Blah blah blah, nothing much happen on saturday and sunday so blog on these 2 days will be somehow empty! Work,home and sleep. (:

Peace out people! :)

Saturday

Roll off sucks! Don't want to say about it! Things happen before that also that made it worst, plus severe headache during roll off...

But when shit happen there this person who is there for me and i really want to thank her so much for the comfort! That person is KELLY! (: thank you so much kelly! BEST! ^^v.

Thursday

First in class! TMD! HAHAHA!
Coming to school everyday, thinking over the grades i have in UT..Daily grades aren't helping! I guess quitting school will be the best opion to just fuck off this matter! UT 2 is coming! Nothing is helping me in getting good grades! FMl!




I cut my hair - :)/:( ?? hahhaa!
Can't wait to see my friends playing for bowling league today! :)

Wednesday

Overslept! Didn't go to school! Stayed at home the whole day.
Nothing much to say about today! All about staying at home, NO INTERNET to use! BORED! i'm not the kind that watches television shows :) haha! i prefer to stay in my room doing nothing :) sounds EMO or maybe it's emo!? LOL hahhaa but i liked it! :)

My aunt's dog came over to my house! :D have to takecare of it till sunday! woo hoo! i won't feel bored anymore because of her! It's a SHE by the way(Dog) Took her down for a walk, on the way strolling below the block she pooped! Crap man! have to clear it up of course! hahaha! Went back home, had dinner, watch movies from my laptop then head to sleep! What a day! LOL!!!

Peace out people! :)

Tuesday

Firstly, i want to congrats to those who made it to the collegiate league!! (: epecaially to the year 1s!! WOO HOO!!
School's boring today. Why? Science! Module today is no more less than MATH! GRAPHS! whe the hell man!! Easy to understand, hard to explain! WTF!!! But we took pictures in class today!! Photography session man!! *SNAP* here and there!! AHAHA even took a picture of the faci! Our science Faci ROCKS MAN! his name is Loga Kuppan, he's awsome man! Best faci i've got so far! Very friendly!! HAHAHA Pictures can be seen on my FACEBOOK (:

On to bowling training!! but before that me, akif and some of my classmates bowled a game before training starts, my score was damn shitty!! 95!! What the F^^k !! damn pissed!! Nevermind about that, training is really somehow helping me getting the RIGHT way of bowling and i will give 2 tumbs up for it!! (:

After training, me and some of the bowlers went for dinner at causeway point KFC. We ate like normal people we talk like normal people until!! i saw this guy near us, at first he's like using the spoon to get the potato out when i assume that there is no more but he kept doing that and i ask the rest of the bowlers to look at him( kind of bastard ahhhh) hahha but was bored what!! (: So when everyone turns and look at him, he starts to LICK the cup!!!! Literally licking it happliy thinking no one is looking....GOSH! IT'S DAMN DISGUSTING! we were all like laughing away!!! HAHAHHAa DAMN!!!! After that, me and some seniors took off first, it was kind of late, haven't do RJ yet im still at yishun living in PASIR RIS! hahaha

Thinking of Pasir ris, EHUB!!- THE DAY WHERE THE SECOND ROLL OFF TAKES PLACE!! MY FAVOURTIE.!! WOO HOO! (: Peace out people!! (:

Monday

First in class once again! HAHAHA! (:
Monday! It's the start of a new week as always! PT training later! Have to go back late again! Sleep late again! Enterprise today...! :(

Things are getting way of of hand already! FML! REALLY FML FML! :(

Friday

Didn't go to school today! Stomach was full of air or whatever it's inside! Making me feel so uncomfortable, i have endured it since yesterday! Even during bowling training... so yeah! Sorry to my teamates today for not going to school for cognitive again!
Had a gathering with my secondary school friends at one of the condos at Pasir ris today, we all had BBQ it was kinda fun, seeing friends pushing each other into the swimming pool, getting revenge on each other by pushing here and there..hahaha! Had bbq CHAO TA( bured) food! haaha i hope i won't have anymore stomachaches! The pit that we had only can be used till 10pm, so security came by telling us about it but we did'nt really care much of it but just continuing bqq-ing our food! hahaha! WE DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT IT! hahaha till the security guard asked for the 4th time, then we start to pack up our stuff, i mean comeon man! BBQ is suppose to be till late night what! hahaha Well anyway i have to work tomorrow..so i have to get home, the rest went off to play lan gaming at the nearby lan shop i suppose. WORK FOR ME! FUN FOR THEM! hahaha
Peace out people! (:

Thursday

Early in the morning 6 o clock, damn freaking tired! thinking of whether to go to school or not! But then i having math which i have to buck up! So i decided to go to school in the end! Great achivement! LOL (: BUT! im very very tired! HAHAHAHA im doing my math now! RESTLESS-LY Really really pathetic! Blindly doing math :S Bowling training later!!! THAT I WILL BE VERY VERY AWAKE! hahahaha!

Tired tired tired! Everyday's life is going to be sleep late wake up early.!! Crap man! But i had fun!!! Ever since i stepped into RP, life is simply better!! AHHAA Classmates are Awsome but friends in bowling is FREAKING AWSOME!! Love them man!! It's like the best of the best i can say! :) Hope that in the future we will still be like now! Happy go lucky! :D Bowlers all the way!!! :D

Training rocks today! though we got punished for playing a game of bowling without knowing that we have to gather at 6 15pm, me akif,grabriel,alloy,wan,suhaimi and joey have to do 30 push ups! It was kinda of embrassing as we have to do infront of everyone in the bowling alley! hahaha but what to do leh! Have to just accecpt the fact that we didnt listen to what they said....forward to progress in training....training paid off today i guess, i did quite well for my placing and 4 steps i GUESS!! hahahaha and so after training, it was quite late already so we didnt went for dinner, we went home instead. I took bus 969 with Valarie, Calra and aolly to tamp, then 81 home! Damn tired already! but still have to complete what i have to do!! RJ! hahaha
Peace out people! (:

Wednesday~

Woke up at 6 today, and took bus to serangoon to meet up leonard and go to school together, we thought that we were going to be late as we were at bishan at the time of 7 45am!! hahaha
but we manage to reach class at 830am sharp!! Damn lucky!! HAHAHA! Wearing formal to school seems kinda weird today,we bowlers have to attend a event called the Clintz(if spelled correctly) night where all sports IG have to attend, Bowling is among the core IG section, so our expectation is high!! Me, akif and cynthia went to meet up the rest first before going over to TRCC where the event is held after school, first we went to meet kelly at lawn foodcourt and waited for a few others too, seeing everyone wearing formal makes us all somehow laugh at each other! hahaha We all head for TRCC then, went to find the other BOWLERS to group up together. Cameras were all over the place, snap here snap there! HAHAHA Kelly brought her camera, she never fail to bring her camera almost everywhere! :) So we have our photography session! hahaha after which, we have to enter and go on with the event...skipped to the part when BOWLERS are present! Clara and Jack were norminated as sportswoman/ sportsman this year! Clara didn't make it Jack did!! It's like damn amazing! if you could see how happy our bowlers are!! HAHAHA he got a prize money of 1.5k WOOO! It's time for JACK to treat us dinner! HAHAHA As the event comes to an ending, they have also norminated sports IG the sports of the year and bowling is also part of it! WE ACTUALLY WON IT MAN! WE ARE ALL DAMN FREAKING HAPPY! BOWLING ALL THE WAY MAN! but this year we still have to extra hard for training and keep the tittle up next year!!!

After the event, we took some group photos of us bowlers! then some head to Causeway for dinner, we end up in different groups of people, So.. Me, Kelly, Akif, Vanessa, Suhaimi head to Civic centre which is just across Causeway point, we had macdonalds for dinner, filled up our stomach, talk some stuff that i don't really want to talk about it!! HAHAHAHAHAHAAHA!! Other than me and akif, the rest did RJ, hard working!! HAHAHAH After that all were like so restless, so we went home, left there about 11pm, reached home at 12 plus! Home sweet home at last! (:
Im tired already, so this post will be somehow the shity-esd post i ever wrote i guess! HAHAHAA
Peace out people! (:
Team of the YEAR ISSS....... BOWLING!! SHIOKKKK AHHH!!! (:

Tuesday

Late for school for the 2nd time! (:
My alarm rang at 530am, it snoozed for 2 hours! i woke at at 7am, seeing the sky so bright! then like waaa!! hong gan! LATE LIAO! HAHAHAHAH
Took bus to school, damn packed! Like sardines squeezing up to the bus! hahhaa
Reached school at 9am, and found out my results for UT! WTF! MATH-F SCIENCE- C. That made my day already! :(

Went to bowling training at yishun safra as always, why can't it be @ ehub!!! (: HAHAHA!
It went well today i think, hahaa danica was telling me, wan and suhaimi about our bowling posture when doing the 4 steps, stand up straight, look front, don't lean forward when doing the first step, but we can't!!! we kept leaning forward no matter what! So wan and i was like telling danica, we have EXTRA WEIGHTS!! on us so it's hard for us to not stand up really straight while doing the steps correctly, if you get what i meant! hahaa! after training Me, Akif, Zahid, wan and suhaimi played a game of bowling! Score wasn't good! But at least a 100 and above constantly!! Since i join bowling, i have never score a score below 100, SO FAR! but hopefully i will get my 200 game someday, SOMEDAY!!

Peace out people! (: BOWLING!!

Monday night

School was damn tiring and boring today! ENTERPRISE on Monday morning! Cracked our brains, but i didn't do much of the work! HAHAHA For enterprise module we don't have our first break till the 2nd meeting's break which kinda sucks when you are really really hungry!! So during 2nd meeting, Akif and i met Kelly, Cynthia and Vanessa for lunch at lawn foodcourt, BOWLERS together again! hahhaa we will never fail to meet each other! :) after that went back to class for meeting 3, it sucks man! though i never present at all but got questions shoot at me, i hardly can answer! hahha ut who cares! LOL

After school, met all the BOWLERS AGAIN!! hahaha at LAWN foodcourt again!! hahhahaa, me and afik had something on, so we didnt turn up for PT(Physical training) today, i heard today's PT was like hell!!! Training tomorrow! Bowling training... :) Awsome!
Alright! Peace out people! (:

BOWLING IS <3 :)

Monday

First to reach in class as always! (: Time for enterprise module!

Sunday

WORK!!! just came back from work!!! BUT! watch karate kid after work! It's damn nice!! you guys must watch it!!! :) watch it with my brother and cousins, watch it till 1130pm, till i remembered! i have school tomorrow!! WTF!!! they dont!

Peace out! :D time to sleep and get ready for school tomorrow! Training as well! HONG GAN!!

Friday night

Met Leonard(classmate) at serangoon first before heading off to marina square to meet my other classmates for dinner/celebration for one of my belated birthday classmate! (: At 4pm, we met the rest of the classmate which is only like total up to 4 person... quite pathetic ahh!! so we bought the cake, went to seoul garden for reservation at 5pm, left the cake there and went walking around while waiting for another of my classmate which is the one we are celebrating for her, while waiting, we went each a cup to get a drink! woo! not bad ahh! HAHA after that we lepak at one of the benches... i drank mine bubble tea first, went to find a rubbish bin.. i walked one whole round just to find a bin..nevermind that, so i went to the toliet to throw it, as which toliet doesnt have a bin!... i went back to find them and there were like.. Where did you go??! Throw my bubble tea cup ahh! hahaha.. then they pointed to me.. the bin is just behind the pillars where we were sitting..... Im like WTFFFFF!!

It's going 5 already, we head to seoul garden while walking we met the classmate which we were all wating for.. so went there sat down and..EAT!!! shiok ahh!! Surprisingly! i was the first one who said full.... everyone was like HUH!! SURE ANOT!! hahaha At about 6 going 7, there's this section where they have a mini FOUNDUE!! waaa! damn good man! the chocolate is like. mmhhhh sooo goood!! dipped with the mashmallow is even better!!!!! Cannot stop eating that!! HAHAAHA! After everyone has settled their stomach, we surprise our belated birthday girl. hahaha was kinda wierd that everyone that is around our table is looking at us! haha we dont' give a damn about it.! Akif came as soon as we were to cut the cake, so blow the candles, cut the cake, ate the cake.. then head to the BOWLING alley! It's never enough for me and akif man!! HAHAHA as i was writing my name on the wating list, i didnt notice it was like 14 over people waiting to be called.. i thought it was only 4 person waiting.. hahaha damn paiseh! hahaha Nevermind about that, so instead of bowling, we went SEESHA!!!! it was my first time trying it!! We head down to bugis and found a place where i dont know where the hell is it! Sat down and SEESHA is on our table, we took strawberry flavouring which tasted like spices! damn disgusting ahh hahaha , after that home sweet home for me! The day after i have to work!! :(

Friday!!

Woke up at 8am! Couldn't sleep, Damn it! hahaa Alright! im meeting my poly classmates today for dinner at soul garden!! WHOO HOO!! (: Peace out people! Writing in tonight!

Whoever you are with, cherish every moment with them! Make sure you don't play with their feelings... CHERISH, TREASURE EVERY MOMENT! (:

Thursday!

Roll off went well!! (Bowling) The scores i got! i didnt expected it that i will get an average of 140 which is somehow good enough for me already!! Was kinda happy with it! went to celebrate it somehow by going to pasta mania with the most of the RP bowlers!! WE OWNED THE PLACE!! Was actually suppose to watch movie with the rest of the bowlers but end up slacking at northpoint( yishun) due to timing, it's was already 8pm when they all decided to watch, so Kelly, Akif and vanessa went to macdonald's....talk cock sing song! HAHA!! till like 10pm, Took Mrt home after! Journey was long but there's company!! :) Kelly and Vanessa!! hahaha. Hoping tomorrow i can go out! HAHAA I have been going out since the past 4 days! so yea!.. hahaha!!

BOWLING IS JUST WOOOO!! HOOO!!! SONG AHHH!! :D

Wednesday! 6/9/2010

Bowling @ ehub went well today i THINK!!!
Don't want to say about the first 2 games ahh! it's all below 100....
For the 3rd game i got 134 which i am 'quite' sastified after the first 2 games, for sure ahhh.!! after that took the bus home, ate dinner at home, waiting for my grandmother to be asleep to use the computer! :p

Wednesday!

Going to ehub to do some training for tomorrow's roll off with my brother!! (:

Tuesday

Bowling today was way way not to my standard, how will i even score well for this coming thursday roll off!!??? :O There are more things in my life that are just FML. 3 words to describe it!