Thursday

WHY!!! EVERYTHING I THINK THAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN WITH SOME HAPPY ENDINGS OR HAPPY MOMENTS THAT I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR ENDS UP TO A MISERY!! WHY!!!!!!!!! WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS KIND OF TORMENT!! WHAT THE FUCK MAN!! EVERYTHING IS GOING CRAZY, WHAT THE FUCK IS FAMILY? MUM'S MISSING, DAD'S GOING CRAZY! EVERYTHING IS JUST BRINGING ME DOWN! FUCKING DOWN! CAN'T I ENJOY MY DAY PEACEFULLY!??? FOR FUCKING ONCE!!! CAN'T I HAVE A NORMAL LIFE LIKE MOST HAVE!!??? FUCK MY LIFE!!! FUCK IT!!