11/5/2011

Today is the day when my grandpa's time is up. Moments ago just before i wrote this, he passed away because of old age. I have to accecpt the fact but i just couldn't think of anything but full of my grandpa memories when i was with him in my mind. Though he is strict but it all meant good, i am deeply sorry grandpa, i hope you will forgive me for all the things that you hated so much when i was living with you, i only visited you when it's Chinese new year. I should have visited you more, spent more time with you but i did not. I love you grandpa, i hope that you will not be suffering in heaven and i believe so that you won't. Anything that you said or done to me once before when i'm living with you meant everything to me. I will remember, the only last time i saw you was 2011 Chinese new year, hearing from my cousin that you are so weak and so that you barely walk around like you used to. I AM DEEPLY AFRAID of something might happen but i neglected that and did not folk out some time to visit you. I am guilty for my sin, i wish i could see you once more before you passed on but.....
Love, your Grandson, Wisly low xu hang.

I Really Do

I enjoyed being myself, i am quite a outgoing person, maybe sensitive at times but will change for the better. I enjoy helping a lot! I just love to see the happy faces of another when they are being helped, i couldn't help myself. Being happy is like being wealth and i love it this way! :)

5/5/2011, 6/5/2011

So sad!
Had applied physics today in class, it well really well! Kind of like it more and more! Class ended at 4pm as usual, went to Marine Parade with Fahana to collect her pay @ parkway parade. Her manager told her to collect it there but guess what? her manager isn't there! Dissapointed Farhana, but it's alright! She could save money after all! hahaha went to get a cookies saying 'Happy mother's day'! How i wished i could buy one for my mum too but...anyway~ took bus 15 home. There goes my friday! At least i'm out! (Y) Well, gotta work tomorrow at 10am till 930pm, Full shift! Should be going to celebrate Mother's day tomorrow at Jade Restaurant for steamboat buffet but....Sigh~ But even if i go, there won't be any meaning....
What can i advice to you people is, Cherish the people around you that had deeply left you a best memory that will put a scaron you.

Sometimes i have no idea what you really want? I have no idea are you being yourself OR making something that you wouldn't want it to happen to happen on purpose.
What is in your mind for goodness sake?

Have you ever thought that having you to care for someone or being cared by someone and then not being appreciated? Hey! i'm trying my best to care/concern to the people around me but it's ok. Fuck it.