11/5/2011

Today is the day when my grandpa's time is up. Moments ago just before i wrote this, he passed away because of old age. I have to accecpt the fact but i just couldn't think of anything but full of my grandpa memories when i was with him in my mind. Though he is strict but it all meant good, i am deeply sorry grandpa, i hope you will forgive me for all the things that you hated so much when i was living with you, i only visited you when it's Chinese new year. I should have visited you more, spent more time with you but i did not. I love you grandpa, i hope that you will not be suffering in heaven and i believe so that you won't. Anything that you said or done to me once before when i'm living with you meant everything to me. I will remember, the only last time i saw you was 2011 Chinese new year, hearing from my cousin that you are so weak and so that you barely walk around like you used to. I AM DEEPLY AFRAID of something might happen but i neglected that and did not folk out some time to visit you. I am guilty for my sin, i wish i could see you once more before you passed on but.....
Love, your Grandson, Wisly low xu hang.